Hidden Behind My Back

The lazy works of a daydreaming teen.

My crooked fingers long to paint, to scribe

Only these braces will never loosen

Shackles hung around my wrist until fallen and tight

Familiar helping hands holding me back

Soft hot touches sear

Untraceable marks, tanned, all skin

Drilled in stories, can’t be taken back

Shameful glances set aside

Don’t tell me

…. Just, don’t say that

Unable to rid myself of the plague

I fight harder

Keeping myself away, creating, to stand

In a perfect circle

So you never hear

The sounds of my body falling

And so to never pollute

I guess this is new to us both.

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